My monkeys.
I don't know if I am the only one on Earth that has very few regrets but having my three children is definatley not one of them. Chiane Brielle. To date, she is 10 years of age. In twenty days, my big girl will have her 11th birthday. Time flies and I have tried to cherish EVERY single moment. I knew parenting would be hard and I am up for the challenge. See, I planned ALL three of my monkeys. It may be hard to believe but I did. Chance and I were college sweethearts. He loves me wholeheartedly. We have been through a whirlwind. I know there is more downs to come but we will weather the storm. Whatever the plan. So when we were 20, he asked me to have his baby. My strong will was weakened by love. I said yea. Without knowing what the future held. I said yea. I know it seems crazy but I was that deeply in love.
Still in college, no degree, no job, college stuggling. Out of that, we conceived our genius girl child. I prayed throughout the hard times of me feeling neglected of Chance's immaturity of college partying and playing video games that Chiane would look like me. And she is my twin. I love her (all of my children). But we are BUMPING HEADS! We planned that because Chiane was SO SPOILED that she needed someone to play with. See, that prayer came with Chiane being stuck by my side all the time. We planned Courts after we got married (go figure). So Courts is very outgoing. I didn't do any of the things I did with Chiane as a first time parent. But I did successful breast feed for more months and let her wander off a little more. Well, we had tragedy happened. We lost Daddy Chance and I thought we should have another male to help carry on the Nesbitt name. Chance was against it. We were turbelent during this time but in the end, we were blessed with Chance Jr. So we are happy with three monkeys. All three I love WITH EVERY inch of me!! We are blessed in so many ways and we are continuing to strive to be better parents and better people. I pray my little children grow up to be successful citizens and servants of the Lord. We are a work in progress. It's a hard life but I am thankful for it is FAIR!!
Well that's my rant for the night! Until next time. Peace and Blessings!
